alone. He
husband had just left for work and she,
once
again, had all the time in the world to
ponder
about her life. The thought of her misery
was
drowning her and she was getting more
uncomfortable with the kind of person her
had
been all her life.
She regretted not exploring life when she
was
single. She didn’t have to be wayward to
know
much about herself and her sexuality.
She felt like a living dead, life was making
no
meaning and nothing in the bible seemed
to
help. She didn’t want to read more of it
because it would make her become the
person
she didn’t want to be any longer. She had
misunderstood life by shying away from
all that
made it worth living.
She suddenly wanted to explore into that
wild
side of herself. This was why she had
been
acting crazy around Nick. The young man
had
become her object of interest lately,
perhaps
because he seemed to make her want to
do
crazy things. If he could make love to a
girl out
there in his balcony, then she could feel
free to
flirt and act wild around him.
It had been fun, acting all slutty and
crazy.
Promiscuity was really interesting, she
had
found out. She liked it. She liked the way
she
had allowed him see part of her
unclothedness.
Ruth felt like she was gradually coming
out of
her closet. She was becoming open about
life.
She had recalled her action over and over
again. It excited her to see that she could
flirt
with Nick. Yet, she didn’t think she could
involve in extra marital affairs with him.
She
didn’t think she could forgive herself if
she did
that.
Ruth still loved her husband. He was the
man
who had married her, disvirgined her and
promised to love her all her life. He was a
caring
man and had not intentionally hurt her.
She
just didn’t like the fact that he couldn’t
make
real love to her like a real man. It was
annoying
and that was why she had chosen to stay
away
from for a while. She really didn’t know
what
she would do with the man she loved. She
just
didn’t want him to touch her only to leave
her
empty.
He had acted strange yesterday when he
came
home. He had come home late and kept to
himself, acting all guilty. In fact, she had
noticed that he made great effort to avoid
her
last night. This was unlike Paul, but she
really
hadn’t cared. She was more interesting in
flirting with Nick.
Around three pm, Ruth thought she heard
a
motorcycle pull over in front of her
building. It
was followed by a knock on the door. She
quickly peeped through the window and
saw
that the motorcycle had a DHL emblem on
it.
She opened the door and was faced with a
man. He had a white envelop in his hand.
“Good afternoon madam, does Mrs. Ruth
stay
here?” the man politely asked.
“Yes, I am the one.”
He stretched his hand to give her the
letter, “I
have a letter for you.”
She curiously collected it, wondering who
would
send her a letter.
“Please sign here.” He gave her a pen and
a
note and indicated to her where she would
sign.
Ruth signed and closed the door behind
her as
he quickly left.
She opened the letter that had a solid
content.
The solid disc like content was wrapped in
a
white paper and on the paper was written,
‘for
your viewing pleasure.’
Now she became more curious. She
brought
out the disc and quickly slotted it into the
DVD
in the sitting room.
As Ruth tried to watch the CD, she
wondered
who had sent it to her. Perhaps it was
Paul.
Perhaps he was trying to tell her
something
through this medium because of the way
she
had been acting recently. She couldn’t
just wait
to see what was inside.
The CD started playing and Ruth relaxed
to
watch.
At first she thought Paul was in a brothel
with a
woman. Then she thought the lady was
familiar.
Ruth watched her walk up to Paul who
was
sitting nervously on a seat in a neat
sitting
room. Ruth couldn’t believe what she was
watching.
The lady sat beside Paul, pulled his head
towards hers and began to kiss him. It
was
crazy as Ruth watched her husband kiss
and
smooched the lady. The lady reached for
her
husband’s trouser and pulled out his
Joystick.
It was the same lady that had made love
to her
neighbor in his balcony!
She watched Paul get heated up and
moaned
in pleasure and soon he was having live
s*x
with her. Paul ejaculated as soon as it
started,
just the way he does with her, and the
lady
begged him not to stop. The scene CD
stopped
playing just as Paul stood up.
Ruth couldn’t believe her eyes.
She couldn’t tell how she felt about what
she
just saw. She felt no anger, just surprise
and a
deep desire for s*x.
To be continue
